Random x Relationship views

I'M GONNA GET MY FIRST OFFICIAL SALARY TOMORROW! Hehe. I'm so excited even though the amount isn't huge. I going to tell Bryan to choose the watch he wants so we can buy it over the weekends. The watch was supposed to be our 4 years + vday present (he gave me an iPad mini) but i was broke then :( My part time job has this policy that sort of limits me to earn more so i only get $400-500 per month which obviously wasn't enough for me since i'm such a spendthrift. With my full time job now, i'm finally earning a decent amount for me to spend on Bryan! But i'm still gonna save a portion for my overseas trip.

I've been really busy at work recently - drafting out ads for straits times, designing banners and also designing direct mails. I'm doing a lot of design and i've finally learnt how to use illustrator! Initially i was really skeptical about this job but frankly speaking, it wasn't as bad as i expected. It was a bit stressful dealing with a female boss but i guess i handle it quite well. Haha. But just a month in the company, 2 colleagues left already. Oh well.

Bryan and i hardly talk at night anymore because he had his job training early in the morning and i obviously have to work. And being a pig he is, he is always sleeping. To the point i got frustrated because i feel that communication is really important and at the rate it was going, it wasn't going to end well. We also hardly sms because i was so caught up with work recently but I talked to him about it last week and i guess he's putting effort to stay away from his bed until it's really bedtime. And for me, i guess i can try to overlook it sometimes. Haha I just wanna say there's nothing you can't solve if you put your heart and soul into it. Other than trust, communication is the key to a healthy relationship. So yay us for being able to work around it! :D 

Since i'm already talking about relationship, I just wanna say that the bottom line is whether someone is willing to make sacrifices for you. & (to me) if they don't, then they're not worth it. If they don't make an effort, then they're not worth your time. I'm a pretty straight person and i always stand by my beliefs and my views. 

I don't know what do you call this but i don't accept boys who treat you like goddess when they are wooing you and then just think they can not put in so much effort when you're together. We girls, deserve much better than this kind of sub-standard treatment. If they can do it last time, they can do it now. Just like if they can talk to you on the phone for hours last time, they can do it now. If they can change their plans for you last time, they can do it now and so on and so forth, you get my drift. 

 I think it's hard to be together with me because i really expect a lot. I've been trying to change that but it's really difficult. My expectations for my boyfriend are really......out of the world if i may say so. I'm like training Bryan to be the best boyfriend ever haha. Just kidding, i'm not so scary but I wouldn't be surprise if i were to be single at the age of 50, all because I expect too much from my boyfriend. 

 I'm really lucky to have Bryan in a sense that he always make an effort to change when i complain about him :') Like now, when i told him he had been sleeping too much and neglecting me, he tries to change his habit. I couldn't remember what else i complained about but i know he always accommodate me and tries his best to make me happy :') So i just wanna say thank you for everything (and pls continue doing so hahahaha) 

Ok anyw idk why i'm talking about this randomly. I need my sleep now so ciao~