Wednesday, October 5, 2011

Sad life





That's me after work, and after having a buffet dinner with my family. You should have seen my previous blog entry and i sound like some depressed kids...sigh. This is because it's not the first time it happens. First, was my rollerblade. Now, my favourite NEW shorts. I don't mean to flare up but i can't contain my emotion. It's like i feel like shit everyday for this month. Nobody can make me happy, nobody try to make me happy, everyone is out to make me angry/sad/hurt/whatever shit. So i tried to make myself happier, that's the least i could do. & i succeeded. Well, i ordered my birks online alrd so at least i have something to look forward to.

I want to move out. I want to migrate. I just want to live in a cottage by the sea, sipping pipping hot coffee when it's cold (like today) and holding a book in my hands. I will go wakeboarding, surfing or swimming in the sea whenever i feel like it. I will be all alone. All alone, so no one can disturb me or annoy me. I will lead a peaceful and quiet life and just die peacefully by myself. I'd love to do that.

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