Life

I was thinking about how i was like...as a kid. When i attended kinergarten, i wore the super mini school uniform. If i were to lean forward, my panty will be exposed. hehe but i have no idea why my parents didn't even bother to buy me a longer uniform back then. I had 2 "boyfriends" in kinergarden (IKR wtf), one of them was called peter (super epic name) and the other i can't remember. My best friend was called valarie and she like peter too so we agreed to share him. hahahahahaha. Y'know in kinergarten, we have break time to watch cartoons in the AVA room. Peter will always sit in between valarie and I when we watched the cartoons. Then there was once he sat with valarie at the back of the room, instead of our usual seat in the middle. So i got angry and went to find my the other "boyfriend" instead. Then i think Peter felt guilty (or maybe jealous hahaha) so he came down to sit beside me and abandoned Valarie and he offered me sweets so i was happy again. How easy to please lol.

In primary school, i became more notorious. I was quite a handful to handle and i always got into trouble. The principal called my parents because i was naughty and didn't do my homework all the time. Well y'know how people always go in clique? My clique was rather big i think. Some of them i knew since primary 1/2 and we were a clique for about 2-3 years. I always call the shots in the clique. Everybody listens to me. I decide where to sit, what to play and where to go after school and strange enough, nobody opposed. I wonder if this helps to shape how dominant i am right now.... During recess, we would play water bomb and ended up being all wet. My DM always called all of us out and made us stand in the sun until we are dry. Instead of feeling remorseful, we ended up laughing while being punished and this became a routine for us. Like i said, I don't attempt to do homework and always come up with cock excuses to cover up but well, my teacher doesn't take that and always punished me and some of my friends to pull our ears while standing up with our knees slightly bend. Mdm Aw would make us stand at one corner doing that while she continued teaching but we would still talk to each other and laughed at how silly we looked. 

In secondary school, i was a fat kid. I think i weighed at 50kg when i first entered HSC with the height of 155cm. I looked like a freaking ball and i hated it but weird enough, i didn't exercise and somehow i managed to be slimmer. I guess because i grew taller. I was quite lonely when i first came to my class cos i didn't know anyone there and somehow everyone seems to know somebody alrd. I can't remember my first friend i made, i think it was sharmaine. As i grow older, i became more obedient. I don't get into trouble as much as primary school. I don't order people around and i was just me. I felt really different in secondary school as compared to primary school cos i'm no longer the "boss" (hahahaha). Anyw life in HSC was fun and i got to know many wonderful people and i got to know BLKW (whom i hated last time). 

Poly days. Well i would say it's good. I'm thankful to get to know bee, pet, jo and cel through poly. They're a great bunch of friends and they made everything better there :) Poly = skipping useless lectures. I'm still as lazy as before and i'm not that hardworking student who always strives to get good grades. To me, grades doesn't define you. Of course i will make sure i don't fail my papers but as long as i obtain a GPA of 2.5/6 (which is very very very average) and above i'm fine with it. University was never my dream.

I would love to upload images but i don't have them in my laptop and i'm lazy to search for it now. Well next time i will show you guys how i looked all the way from baby until now. hahahaha some photos are really disgusting though but i'd still share! :D