Tell your love ones that you love them, before it's too late

Just now, my sister told me what she encountered while she was on her way to work today and this set me thinking, how will i be like when i'm old. Not in terms of appearance of course. I guess when you're old, looks just doesn't anymore. I was thinking, "Will my children be filial to me and treat me well? (not only me, but my husband too of course)", "Will i be able to enjoy life or be penniless?", "Will i be strong and healthy or i'll be down with illnesses (choy!!!!! x 1000000000000 times)", "Will i have a happy marriage or a broken one?" Then i got a little scared.

Life's short, i just want to live like there's no tomorrow. Will i be able to? Obviously not. If i really do that, i think i will be bankrupt alrd. Out of so many questions, i'm scared of the illnesses one. Minor fever, flu, cough are inevitable but i'm worried that i'll get other serious illnesses when i'm old. And then i started thinking what if my children sent me to old folks home? (choy again!!!! x 1000000000000 times) Aiya, i hope i know how will i be like when i'm old. At least i can sort of prevent it. So, tell your love ones that you love them before you don't have the chance to.

Today, there was like over 10 pple at my house. My parents invited their cell group members over and all. & my dad said something like he hope my mum will live healthily, happily & that they'll remain in love etc etc. Right after that, my mum stood up and hugged him in front of so many people and she said to him, "Love you so much!". Wow, my parents never behaved like this in front of us before. Yes, they have couple pants and occasionally my dad will "flirt" with mum but idk, it felt different today. It's like, i can feel the love and the bond between the both of them. well, & today i hugged my dad tightly in front of them too. I'm not that close to my dad. I love him, but i just don't know how to express it. But today i hugged him. In fact, my siblings took turns to hug him.

Sometimes i hate my dad for doing certain things, or saying certain things. But at the end of the day, i still love him from the bottom of my heart. We seldom communicate as compared to my mum and i, but i know no matter what happened we'll stay together with each other because we are a family. And that's what a family is for...they care for you and love you unconditionally. From today onwards, i'm going to treat my family better. To let them know how much i appreciate them for being in my life. I love you, mum. I love you, dad. I love you, sis. Pls don't ever leave me.