My furball

i feel guilty cos i'm always not at home. i feel guilty cos i seldom play with you. i feel guilty cos sometimes i'm lazy to change your bedding. i feel guilty cos i felt that i didnt take good care of you. i feel guilty cos you're always there for me and i don't think i'm there for you, most of the time. i miss looking at you, i miss calling you furball . i miss how you would look at me. i miss looking at you sleep-eating. basically i miss everything about you....

i know you're in a better place right now, making friends with all the hammys above and probably have a girlfriend/wife alrd. i'm sorry that i didn't really take good care of you and always leave you with my mum but deep in my heart you know i really love you. Take good care of yourself from above, love! :) mummy will always love you♥

PS/ next time i'll just rear fishes, at least i won't be so sad if they die.