Words

All words.
Been a while since i really penned down my thoughts and feelings. Most of the time i just talk about what i did and whatever that comes into my mind at that point of time. Most often very random things.

Today was bad. The first half of the day.
I have very sensitive nose and it got worse recently. I'm not sure if it's due to lesser amount of sleep i get nowadays (i really lack sleep) or due to lesser intake of fruits or due to Cadbury's furs that are flying around my house. That poor girl is shedding now. So I went to school at 10.30am, looking like Rudolph the red nose reindeer. The tissues were my best friend today for we were almost inseperable. Misery at its best. I told Bryan i had enough. Why must flu bugs keep bugging me? I was so annoyed and i just want to go home but i couldn't due to some lame reason.

Second half of the day got better.
I met Bryan after my class and strolled into 7-11 at the petrol station to get a cup of warm mashed potato. It's only for a dollar. The first thing he saw me, he passed me tissue paper cos he knew i needed it. I can't believe i took public transports and went to places with my nose painted red. Had New Udon Mookata (he said this means steamboat in thai???) @ Golden Mile for dinner and my flu got slightly better. Everything just went on smoothly thereafter.

I am grateful, grateful to have him. It's not everyday that i write down this kind of thing but i really feel this way deep down in my heart. Sometimes i look into the mirror and ask myself why would he love me? I am not skinny, not smart enough, not pretty enough, not rich enough etc. I'm not even the most good tempered person. Sometimes i also wonder if i met me, would i like me? I need to keep improving myself, be a better person.