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Hi mum, you know i love you a lot. Thank you for always trusting me so much and taking care of our family. Without you, our whole house will be in a mess.
Awesome beef! <3
Korean Ricecake with seafood.
Some pig intestines with no-idea-what-veg. I don't fancy it.
the appetizer which taste, surprisingly, yummy.
I didn't give my mum any birthday present cos i didnt know what she likes/wants. But i've decided to give her something every year on her birthday since then cos i feel uneasy when i don't give her. Age must be catching up with me alrd... Now that it's a brand new year, i will often spare a thought for my parents especially. Like i won't want them to spend a lot of $$ on me and will try to rely on myself more instead. I have a saving plan for this year and i'm quite determine to stick to it. So in case i need money, i can use my own. & wherever i see something that my parents like, i will buy it back for them. Just like recently i bought their favourite egg tarts/coconut tarts and i bought durian pancakes. hehe i know i'm filial.
Dear mum,
i don't know what to say over here and i know you will never ever read it but i want to let you know that i really love you a lot and i appreciate all the things you had done for the family. Thank you for trying, thank you for giving your best in everything you do, thank you for always putting the family as your first priority. I'm sorry if i was rude and defiant to you in the past and make you worry about me but trust me, i'm no longer like before and i'm damn sensible now (i've always thought that i'm quite sensible LOL). I've always look upon you as my role model because you are so selfless, all you ever think about is our family. You may think that none of us know what you've been through but i want to let you know that even though i may not understand anything, i know what you are doing is for our family and i truly appreciate that.
I may not be the smartest kid in the whole of Singapore, or even in my class but i'm contented with whatever i have because i know no matter what you are proud of me :) you never even once, give me any pressure. you always say, "just do your best can alrd even if you fail i understand, because you alrd did your best alrd. Dont push yourself too hard". Since young you gave me a lot of freedom. By primary 5, my curfew was 10-11pm. And because i know you trusted me, i told myself that i will never let you down and abuse the freedom that you gave me. Occasionally over the phone, you would tell your friends/our relatives that you have no problem with me etc because you felt that i'm sensible enough to take care of myself. You don't know how glad i am to hear this coming from you. Now your sensible girl has grown up and she will try to make time for you and dad every now and then. Please continue to stay in love with dad, and may our whole family be in the pink of health :) I love you mummy ♥♥♥
Love, jessica
2 comments:
Perhaps you should buck up and tell her verbally instead of just through blog. It's hard I know.
Yup, I do tell her every now and then that I love her. Haha but not in details like this.
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